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| So it's been over a year since I've posted. That's crazy to think of, considering xanga used to be about half of my life! I've kind of missed it. I miss getting to just vent everything. Maybe I'll do it on occasion now. Facebook doesn't really work so well for that.
Life is good. Ups and downs. I've hit an up right now. New things in life are always exciting, I'm just trying not to get my hopes up too much.
I got a beautiful new MacBook. The new love of my life. : )
Nothing else really to report right now.
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| I haven't been on Xanga in forever.
Weird......
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| Is there something horribly wrong with being quiet? Not talking a lot? Keeping to myself? Just spending time in thought? THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH ME! Just cause I'm in a funk doesn't mean there's something completely wrong with me, I'm just not myself. I'm a part of myself that not many see. I'm the quiet reserved part. I like to sit in peace and quiet. Is that so horrible? That doesn't mean that there is something wrong with me. I feel like my dad has returned to live with me. Things aren't the same anymore, and I can't figure out why. I don't know what has changed so much from before break to now, but it's not the same. I just wish I could figure out what was up with me, then maybe I could fix it, and everyone would be happy because then I wouldn't be quiet anymore. I don't know. I can't explain it, it's just how I feel right now. Is that so bad? I hope I get back to being my normal self all the time, but I must say that I'm ok with being quiet and peaceful also. I like having the middle ground. Now is just a quiet time in my life, and I've accepted that, now I just need to figure out why....
God Bless those who are lost in a sea of questions and emotions and don't really know what's going on. Help us all find our way through You. ~Amen
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| Hmmmm. I haven't written in a wihle. Things are still going well. I'm just enjoying school and hanging out with friends. We decorated our room for Christmas. It's great! Plus we got snow! The semester is almost over, where did the time go? So much to do, so little time to do it. So much practicing needs to be done. I can't help but wonder if I'm going to make Southwind. I'm excited and scared all at the same time. It's so hard to set aside times to practice, especially when new things have come around, and you'd rather be doing that. I guess only God can tell how things will end up. I'm putting in time and practice, I just don't know if it's enough. I guess we will see in 2 weeks. Scary thought.
Anyway, Christmas is almost here. I'm pretty excited, but the anticipation for the weekend before is overshadowing the break that is to come. I have to get through that weekend before I can get to the break part. I guess I should stop typing and practice.
God Bless those who are working for something, but don't know what will come of it. Help us do our best and trust that you'll take care of the rest and Your will will be done. ~Amen
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| Well, it's getting close to Christmas and Thanksgiving. I'm pretty excited. School's going well, I have A's in all of my classes right now, and I'm hoping I can keep it that way. History and Psychology are pretty tough though.
Marching band is finally over. I finally have a free Saturday. I think I'm going to Kentucky to audition for Southwind Drum Corp. We'll see how that goes. Plus I've been offered a job running the Warrensburg High School winter drumline. I'll make $600. That's pretty sweet, and I'm sure I'll love it. But I have to be at work at like 630am 2-3 days a week. That'll be rough. But it'll probably be worth it if I decide to do it.
I'm tired. I'm ready for a break. I miss robotics and my high school drummers. But it's cool. I like college. I think I'm going to practice.
Adios.
God Bless those who are feeling someone else's pain. Help them all survive and learn from everything. ~Amen
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